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Tuesday, 17 July 2007
Constant Change
Time passes at an amazing rate, before the eyes of all human beings. Time, master of the art of surrealism, cleaving through the death of life of each and everyone of us. Its scary, yet comforting in a weirdly morbid sense.
Yes strong randomness. No no emo.
There was a girl who sat next to me in primary school, one of my best friends back when i had a little over a decade of polluted breath. We used to hang out all time, our group of 6 - the little musketeers of 6D! The growing up years in secondary school however meant that contacts with her faded into a chapter of the past. Through the play of sheer chance, (long story short) i got into a MSN convo with her and a few my primary school mates. Alas! I thought, finally a reunion to see how much everyone have grown. What appeared in the grey window shook the fuck out of me:-
MRS [insert name here] - Going to be a mother in august says:
[insert text here]
CHEEBYE! She's giving birth in august, at the age of 20 - and she was married at the age of 19. I HAVE NOTHING AGAINST SHOTGUN MARRIAGES (please don't sue me), but when it happens to someone around you it shakes you somehow. I mean, this little girl with that yellow hairband who sat next to me in class IS GIVING BIRTH! She has all my blessings, of course - but it made me jump off my chair a bit.
Another girl i know was my secondary school classmate who sat behind me (yes strong many girls around me in class). She was a strong christian and everything, you know, always the one who was there to fill me in on christianity stuff, and the right things to do in the wrong situations. She was also the suay girl who had to be behind me, which meant that she had to bare with my "borrow foolscape", and occasional zhao xia singing out of boredom voice. That aside, i was reading her blog and.. NARBEI she had an entry about how she lost her V card (please don't kill me if you see this). Now, everyone knows i'm not an advocator of sex-is-bad-it-makes-your-nipples-disappear-theory, but that coming from a (one of the strongest) christian girls that i know surprised me. She was the one who muttered "amen" when i said the f word. She was the one who wanted to explain the verses in the bible to me.
I think its amazing and unpredictable, how thoughts change and evolve over a period of time. Thoughts are so volatile, sometimes its hard to say that you know someone, or even yourself. Afterall, the only thing constant about life, is change.
I'm shocked, and i'm 20 (now thats fucking fast).
Yes strong randomness. No no emo.
There was a girl who sat next to me in primary school, one of my best friends back when i had a little over a decade of polluted breath. We used to hang out all time, our group of 6 - the little musketeers of 6D! The growing up years in secondary school however meant that contacts with her faded into a chapter of the past. Through the play of sheer chance, (long story short) i got into a MSN convo with her and a few my primary school mates. Alas! I thought, finally a reunion to see how much everyone have grown. What appeared in the grey window shook the fuck out of me:-
MRS [insert name here] - Going to be a mother in august says:
[insert text here]
CHEEBYE! She's giving birth in august, at the age of 20 - and she was married at the age of 19. I HAVE NOTHING AGAINST SHOTGUN MARRIAGES (please don't sue me), but when it happens to someone around you it shakes you somehow. I mean, this little girl with that yellow hairband who sat next to me in class IS GIVING BIRTH! She has all my blessings, of course - but it made me jump off my chair a bit.
Another girl i know was my secondary school classmate who sat behind me (yes strong many girls around me in class). She was a strong christian and everything, you know, always the one who was there to fill me in on christianity stuff, and the right things to do in the wrong situations. She was also the suay girl who had to be behind me, which meant that she had to bare with my "borrow foolscape", and occasional zhao xia singing out of boredom voice. That aside, i was reading her blog and.. NARBEI she had an entry about how she lost her V card (please don't kill me if you see this). Now, everyone knows i'm not an advocator of sex-is-bad-it-makes-your-nipples-disappear-theory, but that coming from a (one of the strongest) christian girls that i know surprised me. She was the one who muttered "amen" when i said the f word. She was the one who wanted to explain the verses in the bible to me.
I think its amazing and unpredictable, how thoughts change and evolve over a period of time. Thoughts are so volatile, sometimes its hard to say that you know someone, or even yourself. Afterall, the only thing constant about life, is change.
I'm shocked, and i'm 20 (now thats fucking fast).
Wednesday, 11 July 2007
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